i used to walk pass your class, looking out for only you.
always waiting for each other, time wasnt a factor.
there were many good memories, but to me,
bad memories werent as much.
listing out all the good memories; it's countless.
to me, bad memories are mostly gone. we dont want to remember them
yes, the old times, where are they?
that period of time, when only both of us knew what was going on.
she was still in the dark, knowing nothing about those stuffs
the times we complained about her, the times we vandalised her stuffs.
the times we thought of the same thing, when she said she was emo.
who is ___ ? i really want to know.
does that question show that i still care about you?
deep down in my heart, i know the answer is yes.
both online, but saying nothing to each other.
just a click of the mouse and a few words, everything could be solved.
so near yet so far. what is it that is stopping us from doing so?
is it our pride? or is it just a plain natural reaction?
or is it the courage that we're lacking?
you know something? if you all think im going overboard,
i really would rather you to say it out.
look, i think its just the different ways of thinking that is coming between us.
for me, i'd rather everything to be laid out;
letting each other know how we feel, understanding each other.
knowing that you dislike something i did, you keep it inside you.
i wont know what i did.

for you, you keep it in yourself and you get unhappy.
but i dont know what i did.
i want things to be settled, so that history wont repeat itself.
i tell you things im unahppy about but you dont tell me yours.
whenever i tell you, you just think that i am spoilt.
thinking that im trying to blow up every small matter.
but i wanted you to voice it out, telling me about it.
i wont get angry, but i dont know why you do.
get it right, i wont care about what other people say.
i may sound mean, but i dont give a damn.
they say they know the whole story.but i dont think that's a least bit true.
how long have they known me?
are we as good friends as we are?
do they question me on how i feel?
it's like looking at the surface of the water.
but do they really know what's inside?
how would they feel if they were me?

i just dont understand.
why do you think always think im trying to blow things up?
im really not.
do you think i want out friendship to end?
do you think im trying to pick a fight?
all i wanted was to build stronger bonds,
by trying to stop everything that we all dont like.
telling you about the things that i dont like,
probably taking up 5 minutes.
but once known, things get better for life.
we wont be unhappy with each other so often.
so what do you think? you want 5 minutes of a lifetime?
well, i'd rather a lifetime.
i dont know how'd you think.
you may not even agree with me.
i dont understand, i really dont.

we're like sitting opposite each other.
with a glass wall between us.
having so much to say, but not being able to hear anything.
all these results in conflict, just not hearing out each other.

I DONT UNDERSTAND, I REALLY DONT.
why must things turn out this way.
is ruining this relationship worth it?
just because we dont communicate as well?

im telling you this.
you may have found someone else to replace me,
but i havent found anyone like you.
i dont think anyone will replace whatever we did together,
because it just isnt the same anymore.